January 2012
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I just have to get this off my chest before 2011 ends.
You are such a beautiful person. Thank you for making my year beautiful, thank you for loving me, and thank you for making me happy. I finally get it now. I hope I made you as happy as you made me. Thank you for staying up all night with me, talking me out of cutting myself, committing suicide. Thank you for making me feel beautiful, for...
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I’m gonna forget.
I’m gonna be happy.
I’m gonna be better.
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Happy New Year! Live it up.
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If I know what love is, it is because of you.
– Hermann Hesse (via larmoyante)
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high and drunk is the way to go. :)
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Anonymous asked: why were you being bullied? :/ xx
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new years: blogging
christmas: blogging
birthday: blogging
natural disaster: blogging
meeting band guys: blogging about meeting band guys
house fire: blogging about having to save the computer
funeral: blogging
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If I had to redo 2011, I probably couldn’t.
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Resolutions
Be a better friend
Lose weight
Stop cutting (Yeah, right)
Stop starving
Find myself again
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Let's review my 2011.
January 20th - Started dating my boyfriend again. (Now ex)
February - Uh, Valentine’s Day. the bullying started to pick up.
March - My birthday, well that sucked.
April - Our year anniversary, he was in the hospital, I tried to kill myself.
May - Bullying was the worst that it has ever been. Finally got out of school.
June - His birthday. Lost my virginity.
July - Everything was...
December 2011
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i feel nothing.
I don’t think I’m capable of feelings, it’s weird . I think I might just be confused but I dont feel it anymore. Is it possible to get hurt so much that you dont even feel anything? Has anyone ever felt this way before? I know people feel sad, angry, bitter, happy, jealous, But to feel nothing? Nothing at all.. I used to take comfort in knowing that even though I was feeling a...
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Cross the line if you were abused at some point in...
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Anonymous asked: If you killed yourself, it would definitely make a difference. I'm sure lots of people follow you on here and try to help you in many ways. It would make a difference to us. It would make a difference to me. I know I'm just another faceless anon that doesn't know you that well, but I care. And I'm sure I'm not the only one who does on here. You do have people who care...
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No one ever tells you..
life-confessions:
No one ever tells you that when your heart breaks, you can feel it. But you can. It feels like something has crumbled inside you and the pieves are falling into your stomach. it hurts more than any punch ever could.
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I could kill myself and it wouldn't make a...
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Anonymous asked: 1. why did you change your theme to black agaon?:: 2. what did your mom do? 3. is that you on the pictue with the cuts all ober the body?i wish the best for you. try to be alright, stay strong xx
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